Selfishness

Hai. Kembali lagi bersama tuan tanah blog nih. Sejak dua menjak ni tuan tanah dah publish kan blog ni kat pesbuk. Jadi bertambah ramai (perasan kejap) yang baca blog tuan tanah yang dah bertahun tahun ni. Baru nak baca ke wey? Ada juga yang comment macam haram, its my blog, apa tuan tanah nak kata, tuan tanah type je kat sini. Kalau tak suka, sila hala kan cursor anda ke atas bucu kanan anda dah klik saja butang X berwarna merah. FOC. TIADA BAYARAN. hiks


Kali ni tuan tanah nak minta maap pada semua. Tuan tanah dah banyak menyusahkan orang sejak dua menjak ni. Ya, hidup tuan tanah sejak dua menjak ini tidak la begitu teratur. Tapi itu bukan tiket untuk tuan tanah mengambil kesempatan terhadap kawan kawan untuk memberikan sepenuh perhatian dan kasih sayang kepada tuan tanah. Tidak! tuan tanah bukan begitu.


Tapi sebagai manusia biasa, tuan tanah tak terlepas dari mempunyai sifat mementingkan diri. Ye, tuan tanah agak mementingkan diri sendiri sejak dua menjak ni. Sampai tuan tanah lupa nak tanya perkhabaran kawan kawan yang lain. For that, I'm truly sorry. Hard times babe. Hampir gila? Ye juga.


Lately kawan kawan tuan tanah dah mula mengambil langkah setapak lagi kehadapan walhal tuan tanah terhegeh hegeh lagi memberhentikan setiap langkah. Serapat mana kita dengan kawan kawan, they will move on. Yes I am being selfish bila I dah mula rasa dijadikan sekadar Plan B kepada mereka. Sorry to say. Tapi if tuan tanah kat tempat diorang pun, mesti la akan buat cmni.


Rasa tak secure tu dah banyak kali tuan tanah rasa. They have moved on. I should move on too. Berubah untuk kebaikan dan mengambil langkah seterusnya. Bukan stuck kat takuk lama. I believe that I will move on. Cuma ntah bila. Apa yang tuan tanah mahu sekarang hanyalah ketenangan. Insya Allah, I'll be fine. Im a tough one dude. Yes cengeng sometimes.

To all my bestfriends, this is for u. thank you.

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.